Almost got Spanked
I really need to remind myself every day, every minute or every moment if possible that Matthew is still a baby. I almost spank him today in two incidents. First was early in the morning when he woke up (and i just woke up) and he’s looking for something which he doesn’t remember, so i couldn’t give it to him.. He started crying and I snapped.
Then this afternoon when I went to check on the car. He wanted to come and a moment later, another tantrums.. It’s not Matt’s fault I know, that’s why i have to control myself and take this note down
